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Destroyer 03:46
You said I didn’t have to come here But this is terrible place at 1 am. You keep telling me “It’s alright, I think I’m fine.” Easy girl, I know it hurts. But you’re still fighting, I guess you’re the stronger one. And you’re still crying, Shivering, saying: “There’s an ocean between me and All the things I used to be So honestly, I just don’t know”
I was always walking with ghosts. Even before I knew they were here. They wail, and they cry and they shame. They whisper the most horrible things in my ears. I've been waiting so long To hear the silence. No voices of fear and shame, But they never go away. These tombs spell plenty of names. Some are mine, some are not. So I’ve been thinking about the end.
Maybe I didn’t love you quite as often as I should have. Maybe I didn’t treat you quite as good as I should have If I made you feel second best, I’m sorry sorry I was blind. You’re always on my mind. Maybe I didn’t hold you all those lonely, lonely times. And I guess I never told you I’m so happy that you’re mine Little things I should have said and done. I just never took the time.


Disgusting is a horror inspired EP about surviving trauma and the mental illnesses that come with it, which features the Elvis Presley cover "Always On My Mind". Influences from Dark Ambient, Pop, EDM, & Trap combined to create its own unique sound.


released October 31, 2019

Cover Design: Ghostboy
Layout: Heru-Set Productions
Mastered by Ant Banister for Mantravision Productions
Music & Lyrics by Ghostboy except "Always On My Mind" by Johnny Christopher, Mark James, & Wayne Thompson, copyright 1972, Screen Gems-EMI Music Inc.


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